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Illusions of love
Covid 19 and this pandemic has sparked a weird sense in all of us, I feel. This isolation and never ending feeling of dread has made me search for opportunities to keep my mind at ease. As the year of 2020 closes, a year with circumstances we never expected, I have to stop & reflect. […]
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Raging Hormones
Holy moly it’s almost been a whole month since I’ve posted on Farmerish. If anyone ever wants to start a blog, which it’s fairly easy to do, you have to remember to be consistent. Consistency has been a real difficult task for me lately. I just entered my second trimester last week. Officially 15 weeks […]
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Waves of love
Love, to me, is the most coveted and important emotion we can give to another person. In my marriage our love ebbs & flows like the waves in the ocean. Sometimes there’s a high tide where the love feels all consuming. It washes over me and I feel nothing but bliss & happiness. Other times, […]
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Demons on Halloween
Today is Halloween. When I was a kid I believed it was a day where all the ghosts, goblins, demons, & witches came out to play. Sounds silly but now living with my own demons I know it’s not just a once a year type feeling. We all have our demons. If you don’t well […]
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The guilt of it all
There are a couple human emotions I feel are entirely pointless. Guilt is one of them. I feel guilt is necessary when dealing with our conscience in order to make decisions that are right from wrong. However, my predicament shouldn’t make me feel guilty at all. I recently found out I am pregnant. I’m not […]
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Love is blind
Facebook is funny wherein it pops up memories from the past. Today my cousin sent me a quote I sent her ten years ago on FB. “The only people you need in your life are the ones who prove they need you in theirs.” I wrote that to her ten years ago. What a profound […]
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